latenights-and-oldguitars: Do you think God ever gets sad? Like, “What do you mean, you don’t love yourself? I worked so hard on you….” This hit really hard. Hadn’t really put it into that perspective. Wonderfully and Fearfully made. <3
What do I do?
It would be awesome to hear from a Mormon perspective, because I really want to start going to the Church again and building my relationship with Christ. But I feel like I’ve dug myself a hole too deep to get out of. Since I was baptized into the Church, I’ve done just about everything wrong. VERY wrong. I don’t really want to go into details out in the open, but if you are...
So, I'm back.... for now.
I haven’t been on this tumblr account for quite some time. I’ve decided to try to get back into it, as a last ditch effort. Since the last time I was here, I’ve spent some time in a behavioral institute after trying to kill myself. Things haven’t been much better, and I’m home for the summer from college. Honestly though, I just need some help. My life is such a...
[[MORE]]I’m fucked up out of my mind right now and I just feel so horrible. Like, I shouldn’t even be drinking in the first place cuz thats against the word of wisdom but I’m just a sorry excuse for a human being especially a Mormon and I’m just so horrible. I hate everything about me if I even had th4e fucking courage I’d be dead now but i’m a coward I hate my life I’m such a fuck up
That’s what he calls me
It gets better
and then it gets worse again. So don’t tell me it gets better. Because it never stays that way.
[[MORE]] It’s not like I want to die. I don’t have the strength to kill myself. I just want to stop existing. I am so sick. I am sick in my bones. I’m sick of screwing up. I’m sick of being weak and horrible. I’m sick of being alone. I don’t have any friends, and I really don’t deserve any. I’m a fraud, a fake, and a hypocrite. I will always be...
you can wear your CTR ring.: For the People on the... →
mormon101: My close friend, Callie Collins wrote this, and I think its worth sharing. (: Think of your favorite TV, film, or book hero or heroine. Now, picture yourself in the audience of your chosen main character. Pick that hero or heroine you love and support through the thick or thin times in life….
Don’t judge me because I sin differently than you.– Dieter F. Uchtdorf, LDS General Conference (via diligentlypersisting)
Day 7: Goals for Christ this year?
I just want to be able to accept whatever he gives to me this year, and be able to view it through Christian eyes. I want to be able to see everything for what it is—a learning experience. I want to be able to diminish, and let Him get bigger and bigger in my life.
Day 6: 3 things in which you want to change in...
I pray that God will help me understand sin better, and change my perspectives, so that I can forgive myself and allow myself to accept God’s grace. I pray that God will continuously send me reminders of my testimony, and that I will be able to see them with my heart. I want to change the way I battle with my logic, because logic always gets in the way of faith. I pray that I would be a...
Day 5: 5 People that you know God put in your life...
1. Jessica Christopherson: She is my best friend since 3rd grade. God has given me this girl as a huge blessing. She is my sister in Christ, above all things, and I am so grateful that she has been by my side through these years to serve as an example and as a comforter through many many trials. She is truly touched by God, and will without a doubt go on to shine her light in the darkness of...
Proud Member of the Church of Jesus Christ of...
Now here’s a cute puppy to represent my joy.
How He Loves--David Crowder (With Matt Chandler... →